[It's low and vicious, even as he works to keep it controlled. He wasn't the one who suffered for it. He was the one who made it worse, who aggravated things, who ran his fucking influence into their souls and then kept bringing their influence to the forefront, just to get the goddamn hell away from himself.]
[Couldn't handle it. Couldn't handle himself, so he didn't. Sank to being someone else instead.]
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[It's low and vicious, even as he works to keep it controlled. He wasn't the one who suffered for it. He was the one who made it worse, who aggravated things, who ran his fucking influence into their souls and then kept bringing their influence to the forefront, just to get the goddamn hell away from himself.]
[Couldn't handle it. Couldn't handle himself, so he didn't. Sank to being someone else instead.]
[Like a fucking coward.]