I don't want your fucking promise. I just want you to do better. Not for me. For Jay, since he's clearly all you care about.
[She's not judging him for that, oddly enough. She'd be the biggest hypocrite in the world if she judged someone for caring about one person exclusively past the point of sense. She'd kill for Shaun. She'd even lie for him. It's not healthy, it's not smart, but it's what she has. How can she judge anyone else for something she herself is just as guilty of?]
Look, I won't tell you not to be a self-sacrificing jackass. I know some things are worth dying for. [Nothing's worth dying for. But some things you can't live with yourself if you don't do.] But use your goddamn brain and make sure you're actually making things better. What you did back there made things worse.
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[She's not judging him for that, oddly enough. She'd be the biggest hypocrite in the world if she judged someone for caring about one person exclusively past the point of sense. She'd kill for Shaun. She'd even lie for him. It's not healthy, it's not smart, but it's what she has. How can she judge anyone else for something she herself is just as guilty of?]
Look, I won't tell you not to be a self-sacrificing jackass. I know some things are worth dying for. [Nothing's worth dying for. But some things you can't live with yourself if you don't do.] But use your goddamn brain and make sure you're actually making things better. What you did back there made things worse.