[Jay reads the message. Rereads it. Tries to suffocate the pang of guilt in his chest.]
you figured out the meds were actually doing something.
kept yourself alive long enough to wind up here.
[Jay didn't fix anything, just pointed his camera at every little thing that happened. That's worth something, though. The more he knew, the safer he was. It was just getting the information that was risky, and the only ones really at risk were the ones behind the camera. Once the information was out there, anyone who needed it could benefit. Pissed off as he was, Tim could watch the entire backlog, get access to everything Jay figured out, without leaving his desk.]
[Jay doesn't think about what Alex's theory, transmitted via Tim. He doesn't think about how it spreads.]
if she's already like us at least maybe she won't have to figure it all out herself.
no subject
you figured out the meds were actually doing something.
kept yourself alive long enough to wind up here.
[Jay didn't fix anything, just pointed his camera at every little thing that happened. That's worth something, though. The more he knew, the safer he was. It was just getting the information that was risky, and the only ones really at risk were the ones behind the camera. Once the information was out there, anyone who needed it could benefit. Pissed off as he was, Tim could watch the entire backlog, get access to everything Jay figured out, without leaving his desk.]
[Jay doesn't think about what Alex's theory, transmitted via Tim. He doesn't think about how it spreads.]
if she's already like us
at least maybe she won't have to figure it all out herself.