[If he were social, if his heart didn't crawl up into his throat when he had to talk to the guy behind the counter at the gas station, would this have been easier? If he had friends--like, friends outside the Alex Kralie circle, would they have helped him out from the beginning?]
[Would they have gotten along with Tim?]
[God, why is he even thinking about this? They don't exist, and the best frame of reference he's got for these fucking...imaginary, theoretical friends is the same old cast and crew, banter captured on tape. Weeks he doesn't really remember.]
[Besides, Brian knew everybody. Look how he turned out.]
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maybe that's part of it
[If he were social, if his heart didn't crawl up into his throat when he had to talk to the guy behind the counter at the gas station, would this have been easier? If he had friends--like, friends outside the Alex Kralie circle, would they have helped him out from the beginning?]
[Would they have gotten along with Tim?]
[God, why is he even thinking about this? They don't exist, and the best frame of reference he's got for these fucking...imaginary, theoretical friends is the same old cast and crew, banter captured on tape. Weeks he doesn't really remember.]
[Besides, Brian knew everybody. Look how he turned out.]
felt like nothing else existed