People didn't celebrate this stuff. I never...you know, never bothered.
[What was the point? Getting older another year. Another year of meaningless, formless, pointless crawling around on the face of the earth like that's some kind of accomplishment, when all he's ever done is leach time and money and resources away from other people, from better people, from people who have more productive things to do, and he's the one who needs extra treatment - a loan to get him going. A reason to be trusted.]
[Years of being an investment with no discernible payoff. Just a fucking parasite, sat on top of whoever decides to give a shit about him next.]
[Was it any wonder that he never bothered? He's certain Brian tried to get him to tell him, once or twice. Or maybe multiple times. Certain that he has memories of being wheedled, patient and persistent, or being told that if he didn't say anything Brian would simply pick a day and throw a cupcake at him then.]
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[What was the point? Getting older another year. Another year of meaningless, formless, pointless crawling around on the face of the earth like that's some kind of accomplishment, when all he's ever done is leach time and money and resources away from other people, from better people, from people who have more productive things to do, and he's the one who needs extra treatment - a loan to get him going. A reason to be trusted.]
[Years of being an investment with no discernible payoff. Just a fucking parasite, sat on top of whoever decides to give a shit about him next.]
[Was it any wonder that he never bothered? He's certain Brian tried to get him to tell him, once or twice. Or maybe multiple times. Certain that he has memories of being wheedled, patient and persistent, or being told that if he didn't say anything Brian would simply pick a day and throw a cupcake at him then.]
[Maybe he did have those memories. Once.]
[Most of those days are gone.]