I've been seeing It - long as I can remember. Since I was a kid.

[Maybe if he'd just let himself stay shut inside, away from everything else, then that wouldn't have been a risk. If he hadn't selfishly longed for the life he didn't deserve, didn't take the requisite effort to really carve out in earnest - maybe the entire story never would have happened.]

[He has no way of knowing that for sure.]

It never would've gone after anyone else if I hadn't brought It to them.