[And it comes back around. The same argument they had before. The same self-blame. It's like with Chara or Frisk, or like when any of Sans's friends try to convince him that he's not just abject garbage. He can remember a year ago, the echo of a ghost of someone who never existed telling him that he's not just some dumping ground for all the worst things in his life. They all have blinders on or something. Why do they all do this? Is it just that it's easier? Have they been taught to think like this? Have they been blamed so often for things that weren't their fault that they blame themselves as some kind of preemptive action?]
[It varies, he thinks. Or it's all of the above.]
[And he knows how this goes. They'll just talk in circles again, and then Sans will probably say something stupid and that'll be that.]
[He's tired.]
i know so many people like you
and like me
i think wonderland must make this kind of thing worse
it's almost funny
there's this whole world that thrives on people's suffering
but we'd rather blame ourselves before anyone or anything else
[As if it's a choice. It's not. It's just--what they do. How their minds work.]
i spent what feels like decades making blame and judgment my whole business
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[It varies, he thinks. Or it's all of the above.]
[And he knows how this goes. They'll just talk in circles again, and then Sans will probably say something stupid and that'll be that.]
[He's tired.]
i know so many people like you
and like me
i think wonderland must make this kind of thing worse
it's almost funny
there's this whole world that thrives on people's suffering
but we'd rather blame ourselves before anyone or anything else
[As if it's a choice. It's not. It's just--what they do. How their minds work.]
i spent what feels like decades making blame and judgment my whole business
but it just doesn't work here
and i'm tired
so you're not gonna get any from me
so i guess at the risk of repeating myself
[That's a joke.]
it wasn't your fault